February 2010
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Example of a Da-ouche
Recent communications from a cismale through a dating site:
He said: hi I love your profile… Id love to meet you. What are you seeking?
I responded: What am I seeking…
A life partner. Someone who loves me for all that I am, instead of in-spite of it. Someone that I love the same. Someone who wants to be with me all the time, yet has his/her own interests so that we each have our...
January 2010
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Ups & Downs
The Coworker:
Up: Sunday he tells me he isn’t seeing anyone else, that he is “VERY INTERESTED” in me and that I am “the only one (he) even wants to take on another date.”
Monday we exchange emails through the day while I’m home sick & he’s at the office. His last message to me said that I am “the best part of working (there.)”
Down:...
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Looking For Someone...
who really wants me as much as I do her/him.
Once I felt it - real love. It wasn’t returned, but I know what I felt was real. I want to feel it again, but this time I want it to last.
In the mean time I am very lonely and it’s hard not to count up the rejections. (Including the others I reject.)
Someday it won’t be like this. I have to believe. Some day I’ll be...
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The Perverted Negress » I’ve always wanted to be a... →
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
This woman is awesome. She is clever, thoughtful, and beautiful.
:)
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Texts from X's - No. 1 - XH
“Damn u. U replaced all my previous girlfriend memories, u know, n my mind it all happened with u. ur mom2 my babies, I can never b with any1 else! That sux.”
To which I replied:
Maybe you should just remember what a stupid controlling bitch I am and you’d feel better.
“Oh i know. I can never b with anyone else, yet I can never b with u, yet u will b n my life 4 ever! My...
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I Feel Like Making Fuv
CHUCK LORRE PRODUCTIONS, #274
I have coined a new word which I’m hoping will catch on. The word is “fuv.” Fuv came about due to my frustration with the phrase, “making love,” specifically its inability to capture the wonderfully lusty, grunting nature of the act. I was also unsatisfied with the mono-syllabic Anglo-Saxon word commonly used to describe intercourse....
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Coworker v. MMF
A. I like a coworker. We went out once. VERY vanilla - but very nice. He was a gentlemen. I felt like I could totally by myself and he was thrilled by it. We had a good time. I was excited to hold hands and hug at the end of the date.
But his interest in me sometimes seems fickle. We are possibly going to meet to watch football on Sunday, but he “isn’t sure” he’ll be back...
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Twitter / Roland Hulme: Phew. Reps in Ma. managed ... →
*yes thank the heavens* We’d HATE to see any system put into place that actually helps PEOPLE more than big business or government.
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HETEROSEXUAL QUESTIONNAIRE: 10 SIMPLE QUESTIONS
Maybe this has been around for a while, but I still love it.
Wonder what would happen if I left a copy of it at work….
rickeylaurentiis:
What do you think caused your heterosexuality?
When and how did you first decide you were a heterosexual?
Is it possible that your heterosexuality is just a phase that you will grow out of?
Is it possible that your heterosexuality stems from a...
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With this kind of spin, Kiffin will be just fine -... →
haha
Good riddance Lame Kitten.
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Some Facts
I am over 30, but not 35. :) I have two small children. They live with me 60% or so of the time.
I am divorced from their father, a sometimes drug addict who tries to mentally abuse me. I should say, always has…for almost 11 years now. While I do not feel like a victim, it is something I have to struggle not to feel some days.
Since my divorce, I have been madly in love with one cismale,...
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Coworker Takes a Nose Dive in the Points Standing
Here’s what I was thinking earlier tonight:
Coworker is so awesome. But what will I do? I think he may only want sex and I’ve already waited 102 days - I can wait for someone who wants me for more than sex. Right? Or maybe I should instead be considering the potential BAD consequences of even having feelings for someone at work instead. I want someone who really wants me - for all of...
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advice please: coworkers - yes or no?
I am trying to find a life partner by cautiously talking to people and deliberately taking things really slowly. I want someone who wants to get to know me. In pursuit of this I joined two “lesbian” dating sites - for one of which I pay a monthly fee.
I have been internet-based communicating with two women for about 3 weeks - but neither of them seem very interested. I was talking on...
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“We may encounter many defeats but we must not be defeated.”
– Dr. Maya Angelou
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my rose
I have something to say But I don’t know what it is It lies just beyond my reach My mind refusing to give
I want to tell you things I’m not sure what they’d be Or if I’d really mean them Still I don’t want to wait to see
Throwing words at you without careful consideration has always caused me pain So now I face these thoughts with much deliberation
You have...
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thoughts on online stalking
I know you peek
Although I’m not sure why
So many possible reasons
None of them are mine.
Sometimes I peek too
Pretending not to care
Moving slowly forward while
Still hanging a little there.
You are lost to me
Although I never found you
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“I’m certain everyone should watch themselves orgasm. It really is amazing.”
– me
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Sex toys & gift cards sale | N.E.K.: The... →
LOOK! CHEAP DILDOS.
and HELLO?! Where else can you get a gift card for less than it actually costs?
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Hulu - Voltron: Defender of the Universe: Space... →
LOL. This is just awesome. Makes me feel like a kid.
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bonne année mon très cher amour
Just when I thought I’d made it all the way through NYE completely alone and was feeling really great about it, laying down in my big comfy bed with my snuggley cat…
A text came through, not the first of several wishing me a Happy New Year, but this one is special:
“Happy New Year (Polly) :) “
…sent from my lost love.
I promptly burst into tears.
20 minutes...
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Just Turn Your Back on Books-A-Million
This evening I wound up in a Books-A-Million looking for a magazine, but not just any magazine: a Lesbian or generally Queer magazine, something like Curve.
Let’s be clear: here in East Tennessee, magazines geared toward non-straight people are not easily found. I’ve seen them in ONE porn store, and once I saw a “lesbian” magazine in a Barnes & Noble. But I had hopes,...